Then I saw that You By Niketan Toshaan
By
Niketan Toshaan
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City Hospital, Nagpur.....
15 December 2020
December month ki thand thi, I.C.U ke bahar ek ladka khada tha...
Dhiraj nam tha uska 28 sal ka.....I.C.U bed par Roshan leta tha 28 year old....
Hospital ke 2 doctor Dhiraj ko cabin lejate....
"Roshan ke sar ko chot lagi hai vo accident aur girne se nhi lagi hai, defenilty usse kisi ne mara hai"
Roshan chupchap unko dekhta rha...
Dr. Usse phir bole " may be ye criminal case hai"
Roshan dhire se bolta,"vo gir gya tha...Unke mom dad ko maine call kardiya vo aa jayenge"
Roshan waha se utha ke chala jata, Dhiraj ke mummy papa ko milta aur waha se nikal jata....
Roshan apna red jocket utha leta bench se....Lambi sas lekar vo ICU mai lete dhiraj ko dekh wha se hospital se nikal jata...
Sunsan road par rat 10 baje vo apne building ke teres par ja bethta...
Ek hath whisky ki botel vo drink karne lagta....
whisky ki Botel vo pani ki tarah pine laga.....Botel khatam hoti vo ghusse mai tod kar chilata "fuckkkkkkk"
Aakhe band karta Yado mai.....
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3 April 2018
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Roshan 25 sal ka tha.... Delhi shift ho gya tha job ke liye....Room rent kar vo rehene laga tha.....
Attraction usse ladke ko liye pehele se hi tha par vo ji city se belong karta tha waha ye sab nhi hota tha....
Badi city ke mentality aur gav ki mentality mai bohot difference tha.....
Roshan hamesha sochta tha ki kisi se milna ho to apan kaise mil sakte delhi mai...
Google par jakar vo search karta, "How find man who intrested in man?"
Bas result mai aata Grinder app...
Roshan ab Grinder use kaise karna vo youtube se dekhta...
2 hrs duniya bhar ke video dekh vo finally apne mobile mai Grinder Install karta...
Install hote usse profile nam waha dalna tha, vo idhar udhar dekhne laga, usse samz nhi rha tha kya likhu ....2 -3 min idhar udhar dekh baju mai pade Parle G biscuit ka nam vo rakh deta...
Nam set ho gya.... E mail id link ho gai...
Bas install karte ek msg aa gya
"You have plce"
Roshan dekhte rha...Ye kya msg hai...
Phir usane emoji send kiya Baingan and punch fruit
Dekhte dekhte 10-20 profile se msg aa gye....Uska mobile itna bajane laga ki vo net band kardiya....
Usse itne khushi hone lagi ki itne log hai yha....Vo ek dam khush gya.....
Phir vo ek ek msg ko padhne laga " top , btm, i hv place, u hv place, paid massage , paid boy, chusta hu"
Vo aakhe fad kar sare msg padh rha tha...Usse samz nhi rha tha ki sare kyu ek jaise msg kar rhe...Use laga ki ye app fake hoga...
Tabhi aur ek profile se ek msg aata " You 200 meter away"
Roshan profile open karta dekhta ki sach mai 200 meter par koi tha....
Roshan ko lagta ye fake hoga....Vo reply karta " Yes, where you now"
Reply aata " Top bottom"
Roshan hasne lagta and samaj jata ye app bekar hai... Computer se reply aate....
Roshan apna mobile band karta, room mai saman shift karne lagta....
Subha se sham sham se rat ho jati...
New office join hona tha usse....
Dusare din subha mobile ka alram bajta...Roshan bhari aakhose se mobile ka aalaram band karta...
Heater mai pani laga kar brush karta and flat ke gallery se bahar dekhta...
Flat uske 5th floor par tha...Vo ek sector tha jaha building thi ek jaise....
Usi ke diagonal side aur ek gallery thi...Jaha Andrew Christine ki underwear sukh rhi thi...
Roshan thoda man hi man hasa kyu ki gay porn movie mai ye brand hamesha dikhta tha....
Roshan muh dhokar chaye pita ready hokar office nikal jata....
Office usse taxi se jana padta tha kyu ki office noyda ke sector 5 mai tha....
Office mai first day hamesha ki tarah normal din bhar kam kar roshan flat aata...
Ghar aake bed par lete lete vo grinder on karta aur dekhta 40 msg pending unread hai...
Roshan pehele sochta ki jo pass hai unko block kardu faltu yha kuch hua to flat se nikal denge...
Ek ek msg vo padhne lagta
"Brave_Soul"
Nam ki ek profile thi....Vo likhta...
"hey parle g biscuit, I have hot cup of tea would you like to join me?"
Roshan hasne lagta, vo 100 meters par tha...
Roshan block karne ki sochta par uska msg karne ka tarika dekh reply karta "Sure..."
Grinder Chat
Brave Soul- from
Parle g - Indore, now delhi for job nd u
Brave- yhi ka..Ht wt t b
Parle g- 5.8 73 v nd u
Brave- 5.9, 79 pT
Parleg- pT means?
Brave- Power top
Parle g- ye kya hota?
Brave -show you on bed....
Roshan ko laga ye Power top kam koi drugs ki bat to nhi kar rha...
Kyu delhi ke drugs crime vo bhi gay community wale bohot the....
Brave- Any reply
Parle g- na buddy...
Brave- let's meet...Shanti kunj garden 8 pm?
Parle g- thik...
Roshan map nikal dekhta ki ye garden hai kaha , garden uske sector ke bich mai tha....
Roshan watch dekhta wha 7.30 baje the...
Jaldi jaldi fresh ho jata red T-shirt black jeans pehen kar kar vo lift se niche utar jata...
Garden ke bench par bethe grinder on karta..
Brave- 5 min ruko mai aa rha....
Roshan bench par bethe bethe night walk le rhe logo ko dekh rha tha...
Tabhi ek samne se husband wife hatho mai hath dale haste bate karte karte aa rhe the...
Husband wife ko dekh bolta "tum jao ghar, mai thoda office call kar aata"
Wife samne chali jati aur vo palat kar mere taraf dekh bolta "Biscuit Parle G"
Mai usko dekhte rha, ghungrale bal, french cut , round shape chashma uska...
Park avenue ka perfume...Hand watch nd breslet...
Vo phir bolta "Parle g"
Uske taraf se dhyan hata, aur mai khush ho kar bola "yes"
Brave- So yaha kaha rehete ho, me 6th floor, Whats ur name
Roshan- 5th floor, Roshan Jain and u
Brave- Dhiraj Singh, u can call me brave, lete go for cigrate
Roshan- sure...
Dono shop ki taraf chalne lagte..
Roshan ko jo ho rha tha na vo samz rha tha...Uske dimag mai vo hatho mai hath wali wife najar aa rhi thi...
Roshan kaise kya puchu kuch samz nhi rha tha...
Shop mai choti gold ki cigreat lekar Dhiraj usse jalata...
Dhiraj ke kash lekar vo roshan ko deta ...
Roshan pikar usse wapas karta, Dhiraj bolta
"Kya hua tume , kuch bol nhi rhe?"
Roshan Bolta "R u married?"
Dhiraj- Yes , love marriage, last year...
Roshan- ohhh ok...Phir yha kaise....U r intrested in girls
Dhiraj cigreat ka lamba kash leta aur Roshan ko dekh bolta " yes married whit my girlfriend, thodi garib thi dad nhi the....Isliye kar liya"
Roshan - phir ab yha... What's you looking for?
Dhiraj- My soul, wife ke sath sex boobs sucking licking sab hota but man ka satisfaction nhi milta...Aur tum late aaye nhi to tumhare sath hi reheta...
Roshan bat sun hasne lagta...Dhiraj bhi usko hSta dekh hasne lagta....
Dhiraj- Parle G , I want someone who understand my feeling..
Uski aawaj aur bat karne ka tarika mere dil mai jor jor se dhadakne laga...
Dhiraj- Hop tum yha rhoge...Ek building mai.....Dhire dhire ho sakta ek dil mai rehenge...
Roshan haske usko dekhta , uski bate sun face par khushi ka fuvara aata....
Dhiraj- ur mobile number, I have to go
Roshan-775896---
Dhiraj- ok... Whatsapp u...
Roshan cigreat khatam kar deta , dhiraj uske piche piche lift mai sath khada ho jata vo sixth floor button push karta roshan 5th
Roshan- tume dar nhi lagta itne pass walo ko milne ko
Dhiraj usse dekhta , roshan ka hath pakad bolta " Ek soul dusare soul ko pehchan leta"
Roshan floor aate lift ruk jati , roshan bahar nikal jata....Dhiraj usko dekh haskar darvaja band karta....
Roshan thodi der ke liye lift ko u
Dekhta rha jab tak lift ka darwaja kholne ki aawaj nhi aati...
Vo man hi man sawalo ke ambar uske man aane lage....Uske man mai bohot khushi ho rhi thi...
Usse samz nhi rha tha leta jau ki beth jau kya karu... Mess ka tiffin aa gya....
Par vo mobile dekh rha tha dhiraj ke whtsapp aane ka...
Msg aaya nhi, Roshan tiffin khol, khane lagta...
Tabhi ek nivala khate hi whtsapp bajta
Dhiraj- Parle G khana hua kya....
Roshan dabba side kar reply deta , " kha rha hu, tiffen aaya"
Dhiraj- waise tume khane ki jarurat nhi...Nam hi parle g hai....Phir roshan kab karoge muze?
Roshan ke chehere par ek alag hi smile aa gai...
Roshan- tum aao, sab roshan ho jayga..
Dhiraj Good Night ka msg dalta...Roshan uska msg dekh thoda udas hota aur lagta usse ye kyu so rha itne jaldi...
Roshan khana kha kar youtube dekhne lagta...
Bed par lete lete upar ke flat se bed hilane ki aawaj aane lagi...
Roshan apne thuk ko gale mai nigal leta...Aawaj sun uske dimag mai ek alag hi lalach wasana jagne lagi....
Aawaj sunkar usne apne tack paint ko niche kar diya, dhire se underwear mai hath dal vo masalne laga...
Aakhe band kar vo dhiraj ko sochane laga....
Aawaj bed ki hone lagi..Roshan jaldi jaldi hilane laga...Aur bed ki aawaj band hogai aur Roshan lambi sas lekar paint upar kar liya.....
Dusare din subha utha gya...Jaldi jaldi ready ho kar vo left ke samne khada ho gya...
Lift aate vo andar gya, zero floor ki button usse lagani thi par vo janbuzkar 6 floor ki button press karta...
Usse lagta ki dhiraj may be dhik jaye..
Lift upar jate hi darwaje par Dhiraj khada tha blzer peene, hath mai mobile...
Little heart perfume uska...
Vo creepy aakho se muze dekh kar hasta...
"Roshan , yha upar kya kar rhe"
Roshan haskar bolta "yar galti se 5th floor daba"
Dhiraj andar aata uske kan mai bolta " Mai nikla nhi kya tumhare dimag se"
Roshan hasne lagta...
Roshan- Nhi aisa kuch nhi...
Lift ground floor aa jati aur dono bahar nikal apne raste chale jate...
(Part 2)
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Office jate dono msg karne lagte...
Dhiraj hamesha let mag reply deta tha, par roshan kam se dhyan hata kar uske msg ke reply ka wait karta tha...
Roshan dhire dhire uske msg ka addicted hone laga...
Roshan jaldi jaldi kam kar flat aa jata...
Grinder open kar vo brave ki profile dekhta...
Bio mai uske likha tha "do love like Romio and Fuck as slut"
Thodi der bad call aata dhiraj ka...
" Bar chle one glass beer"
Roshan excited hokar, "yes yes, plz chalo "
Bar ke counter par dono beth gye...
Dhiraj - Whisky rum beer?
Roshan - tum jo piyoge
Dhiraj - Wine...First meet ki yad mai...
Roshan hasne laga bolta "sahi yes yes"
Dhiraj- Aisa to nhi roshan ki bas daru pine tak yad rakhoge nd phir bhul jaoge...
Roshan thoda uncomfortable hota and bolta " na nhi aisa kyu lagta hai"
Dhiraj- Actually chote shahar ke ladke moneyseekar hote
Roshan usse ek min ke liye dekhte rha, kya vo muze bol rha tha ki indirectly kya kar rha tha....
Dhiraj- Kya hua....mai just bola....I know tum aise nhi ho...mai insan jaldi pehchanta....
Roshan thoda hasta thoda confused reheta...
Glass of wine aate "let's celebrate our friendship, cheers"
Glass ko ek dusare ko laga ke...
Dhiraj roshan ki kamar par hath rakh deta...Dhire se vo uske belt mai aghuta fasa leta...
Bar mai waise bhi light thodi dim rehti, dhire dhire anghute se kam shirt ko upar kar halke halka gudgudane laga...
Roshan ko bhi bhi acha lag rha tha...
Roshan bolta " muze acha laga, tum kafi friendly ho"
Dhiraj- yes kyu ki tum bhi utne hi sweet ho...Like parle g
Roshan hasne lagta...
Dhiraj hath kamar hata leta and roshan ko dekh bolta " I want your one night, only you and me"
Roshan sun excited hota " tum batao...I am ready"
Roshan wine ka bill paid kardeta.
Dono sector aa jate...
Dhiraj apne wife ko call karta bata deta " office mai kam hai kal subha aaunga"
Roshan excited tha...Roshan dhiraj ka hath pakad usse flat mai le gya...
Dhiraj roshan ko piche se pakad leta, roshan ke kan ko datose katne lagta...
Dhire se kan mai bolta " You want see power top"
Roshan excited ho kar bolta " ha"
Roshan ko piche se pakad vo bed ki taraf le jata...Roshan ki paint khol kar niche kar deta...
Roshan apni T-shirt nikal deta ....Dhiraj roshan ko bed par dhakal deta, dhiraj paint khol deta T-shirt nikal fek deta .....
Dhiraj dhire dhire kamar ko chumte chumte uske gardan tak jata...Roshan ulta tha uske pith par dhiraj tha...Dhiraj gale ko chum rha tha...
Dhiraj Roshan ke kan mai bolta " I want to fuck you, 9 inch rose smash your ass"
Roshan " yes fuck me...I want you"
Dhiraj thuk lagake insert karne lagta roshan chilane lagta..
Dhiraj uske muh band kar deta
Roshan chudane ki koshish karta dhiraj ko hatane ki...
Dhiraj "cam down if you love me , just take it"
Roshan tadap rha tha...Dhiraj usse kas kar pakade tha...
Dhiraj usse utha , roshan ko sidha karta leta leta...
Roshan ko blowjob dena chalu karta, roshan ko dard hone laga tha...Dhiraj roshan ke dick ko dato se sehela rha tha....Roshan ko dard hone laga vo sisak bharne laga...
Dhiraj roshan ke chest par beth gya sur apna dick ussse suck karne ko bol rha
"Suck my dick"
Dhiraj Janwar jaise karne laga...sucking ke time galti se dat dhiraj ke dick ko lagte .
Dhiraj uske bal pakad bolta " Thoda dhyan se"
Dhiraj sari rat usse sex kar rha...
Roshan jo ab tak kiya nhi vo sare majje le rha tha...
Subha 4 baje dono so gye...
Subha 8 baje roshan ki aakhe kholta , bed par vo bina kapdo ke tha...
Vo dhiraj ko dekhta dhiraj ghar gya tha...
Dhiraj Ek msg vo mobile send kiya reheta."next Wednesday milte"
Roshan bed se utha jata...Usse dard tha , aayne mai gala dekhta waha dat lage the love bite"
Roshan khud ko aayne mai dekh hasta jo hua rat mai vo kuch alag hi tha....
Usse khushi ho rhi thi...
Dhire dhire din hafto mai badale , hafte mahino mai dono har sunday sex karne lage...
Ek din Roshan apne ek office dost ko lekar ghar aaya...
Sham ka samay tha....Roshan kafi dino se uske sath kam rha tha....
Malviya nam tha uska...
Roshan Malviya ke liye coffee bana rha tha, tabhi Dhiraj kitchen mai aata....
Roshan usko dekh shock ho jata ,...
Dhiraj Roshan ko ghur ke dekhta...Roshan isharo mai puchta "kya hua?"
Dhiraj bolta " coffee pila do usse..."
Roshan bolta " tum piyoge?"
Dhiraj ghusse mai same ke hall mai beth jata...
Malviya ko shake hand kar bolta ," sath office kam karte ho kya"
Malviya bolta " ha , actually room rent ke liye dekh rha isliye idhar aaya"
Roshan coffee lekar aata, roshan bolta "ha malviya ko bola mere sath shift ho jao"
Dhiraj roshan ko ghur ke dekhta ,wha se utha kar chala jata...
Dhiraj ko ghussa jate dekh roshan thoda uncomfortable ho jata,...
Malviya ghar se jate vo dhiraj ko call karta
2 bar call karte vo cut kar deta....
Ghar ki bell bajti, roshan ko lagta ye dhiraj hoga....Dhiraj hi tha darwaje par...
Roshan usse bolta " kya hua hai tume, aise ghur rhe, bat nhi kar rhe.m.kyu ghussa ho.."
Roshan - Wife kuch boli kya?
Dhiraj uska hath pakad bedroom le jata, bed par dhakal deta ...
Dhiraj "tera man bhar gya mere se"
Roshan usko dekh bolta " kya"
Dhiraj " ha isliye naya partner dhund laye,...mai agar aata nhi tha tum sex kar lete the"
Roshan utha kar uske taraf jata...Vo phir dhakal deta...
Roshan gir jata...
Dhiraj- I love you...But tum new partner dhund rhe...Vo bhi office ka....Jiske sath 24 hrs tum chipak sakte..
Roshan chilake bolta " tum kya pagal ho kya?"
Dhiraj bolta ," chila mat"
Roshan bolta " yar tume pata hai kya bol rhe tum, vo sifr dekhne aaya, shift hone nhi aaya vo"
Dhiraj - tum grinder par usdin online the
Roshan- too?
Dhiraj- mai yha hu...Tume online ki jarurat kyu padi...Itne din se koi dost tumhara aaya nhi ab ye kyu aaya hai...
Roshan "tum pagal ho gye kya...mai online tha , bor ho rha tha to chat kiya"
Dhiraj - Mobile dikhao...
Roshan uske taraf mobile fek deta , roshan bed par beth jata...Dhiraj mobile check karte uske side mai...
Dhiraj uska mobile de deta....
Roshan ke kandhe par sir laga ke bolta " muze laga tume khone laga hu"
Dhiraj ke aakho mai aasu aate, Roshan bhi usko dekh emotional ho jata...
Roshan uske sir par hath rakh bolta " kya yar tum, khud se sab creat kar issue kar rhe, he is my friend"
Dhiraj- aur mai kon?
Roshan- tum yar kyu aisa kar rhe...
Dhiraj- iske bad vo aane ko nhi hona...U belongs to my heart
Dhiraj waha se nikal jata.....
Roshan usse rakta hai... Dhiraj palat kar uske gal par mar deta....
Dhiraj usse bolta " Agar tumhare room par koi aaya, vo muze dikha to samz lena ki tum aur mai alag honge...."
Dhiraj waha se nikal jata...
Roshan thapad kha kar Beth jata...rone lagta....
2- 3 din ho jate...Dhiraj dikhta nhi, call bhi received nhi kiya, na lift mai dikha...
Roshan apne office jata, dhire dhire roshan ki chinta badhne lagi...Usko samaj nhi aa rha tha ki dhiraj ko hua kya hai...
Roshan whatsapp ke uske last seen dekhte jata tha...Par vo online hi aaya nhi...
Roshan soch leta ki vo aaj uske ghar jayga...
Roshan ko khud par ghussa aane lagta, usse lagta ki uski wajah se vo hurt ho gya....
Roshan ghar ke liye nikita ...Raste se flower leta...
Lift se vo dhiraj ke floor par jata....
Uske floor pe jate ...Candle and flooring par gulab ki pankudi thi...
Roshan itna khush hota darwaja kholne ke bad vo dekhta ...
Dhiraj ki wife baby ko liye thi...Sab uska welcome karne ke liye tayari thi...
Andar ki room se dhiraj bahar nikalta ...Roshan ke hath mai flower dekh bolta
"Bhai aap kon ho?"
Roshan dekhte reheta usse...Roshan ko samaj nhi aata kya bolu...
Roshan samaj jata isse nhi batana kisi ko kuch...
Roshan bolta "apka padosi hu...Baby dikha to welcome karne aaya"
Roshan dhiraj ke wife ko flower de deta....Waha se nikal jata....
Ghar jate ho uske dimag mai sab ghumne laga....
Tabhi bell Baja kar dhiraj aamdar aata...
Dhiraj uska gala pakad bolta " sale chutiya tu mere ghar aaya kyu?"
Roshan usse Dhaka dekar bolta "bcoz i love u"
Dhiraj- Ghanta sale..
Roshan ke pet par ghusa mar deta...Roshan jor se chilata....
Roshan baju mai pada flower pot utha ke mar deta dhiraj ko....
The-End
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Love someone who deserve your feeling....
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