Tune Me by Niketan Toshan

Tune Me

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Hi, I am ajay.............. 21 year old......5.8 halka sawla.....avg body....

kabhi kabhi me sochta hu duniya me jo hota acha hota...but kabhi kabhi kuch bura hota tab mere sath hi ho jata.......mene apne life me bhai beta ke alawa koi reltion nhi rakha....pata nhi kyu but mera man har bar kisi ko dhundta tha........me bat karne me bohot expeart hu....kisi se bhi jaldi bat karke me frnd ban sakta hu......ye talent tha mere me....

thand ki sardh rat thi 11 baj gye the.....mene apna fbok ON kiya....yha ek Sudhir nam ka ladka tha.....27 year ka.....me jab bhi usse bat karne ko jata vo ofline ho jata........uske nam se hi muze uske sath bat karne ko taras gya tha.....usdin vo mila rat me...mene chat shuru ki..

me-hi..yar bohot din ke bad tum online mile ho.....

sudhir- busy tha work me...

uska reply padh ke laga ye bat karne me intrested he ki nhi ....koi koi 21 ke bacche ko like nhi karta....unko MATURE LADKE ache lagte.......

me- kya karte ho tum?

he- gov job

me-tum 27 ke ho

he-yes

me- tum 21 walo se bat nhi karte kya?u like mature??

he- aisa kuch nhi he....i like mature and good natrue boy...

me-me bhi mature hu.....aur kya rehena padta mature bane ke liye..

he-hahahahahahahah ye que nhi puchna padta...aur mature ladke batate nhi........

me kachra to ho gya but yes vo ab bat karne me khul gya.....Hasi to fasi bat ho gai.....

me- to mature ko aur mature karne ke liye kab miloge?

he-tabhi milunga jab student mere kuch que ka ans achese dega...

me- sure dude....

he-what u serching?

me- u...

he-and when we meet...

me- when u say..

uske bad hamne no. excheng kar liya aur bat kar ke place deside kar liya.....ham ek road pe milne wale the jo hamesha logo se bhara reheta....muze dar lagta kisi ko ekele me milne me....kya pata ekele me kuch kar dega to...........

                      

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Kabhi  kabhi life me aise ladkese apna chat karte he jise chat karte karte pyar ho jata he…….aur kabhi kabhi dil de beth jate usse…….

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(part 2)

2 month bad after date…………………………

Me aur sudhir reltion me aa gye the…..2 month me roj call pe bat aur din bhar msg chalte reheta tha….meri didi ki shadi thi….haldi ki rat he aaj aur kal shadi he………mere papa mumy ko Sudhir se milwa diya tha…….vo matrue 27 ka tha isliye mere papa koi bhi imp kam usse bata dete the…..uska vo dusra ladka hi ban gya tha……but papa ko kya pata ki vo unka damad hone wala he…hahahahahah

Papa aur sudhir dulha dulhan ke satge pe decpration ka kam dekh rhe the….me upar didi ke sath tha…….didi ko haldi lag rhi thi….sab meri masi aunty didi pure rishtedar uske aaju baju bethe the…me usko room ke darwaje se dekh rha tha…….

(Niche stage pe…..papa aur sudhir)

Mere papa- “sudhir beta kal ke meheman ke swagat ke phool rakh diye???’’

Sudhir- ha uncal….

Papa- ajay ko sath lejana…tum dono upar so jana….niche ke rooms me pure rishtedar honge….

Sudhir – ji uncal..

Papa- aur ye ajay kaha masti kar rha??

Sudhir- usko call lagata…

Me didi ko dekh rha tha tabhi sudhir ka call aya…

Sudhir- kaha pe he..

Me- tum  to mere bina rehe nhi sakte ho…

Usne ek dam seriously kaha..

Sudhir- papa bula rhe he…

Me ek dam dar gya mere papa thode denger hena isliye….mene niche chala gya dodno stage pe khade ho ke dekh rhe the…me unke pass chala gya……

Me- boliye papa

Papa- dekh tera dost…khud ki behen ki shadi samz ke kam kar rha aur tu ghum sirf….

Bas vo itna bole aur chale gye….mene sudhir ki aakho me dekha aur haske kaha…..

Me-  ghar jamai ko itna to kam karna padega…

He(ghuse se)- kamine….

Me-yar itne pyar se mat bolo muze phir love ho jayga…..waise tumne ek kiss nhi kiya muze…

He- natak mat kar…..aaj waise bhi upar sona he dono ko….

Me- phir aaj to reap ho hi jayga….ab tak koi place nhi tha aaj mil gya hahahahahah

He-natak mat kar nhi to papa ko bolke unke sath chale jaunga……

Me shant ho gya……2 month me mene uska aatitude dekh liya tha….agar usne nhi bol diya to uska matlb nhi hi hota tha………………..mene man hi man soch liya tha use me bhadkake kuch to karunga……………

Tabhi meri Mammy aai phichese…….

Mammy- chalo tum dono…..nisha ko haldi laga do…..

Sudhir- ji aap chaliye ham ate he….

Ham dono bhi upar chale gye…….didi ko khush dekh ke me bhi bohot khush tha…but kal  apne sasural chali jaygi soch ke aakhe bhig gai….tabhi sudhir ne apna hath mere kadhe pe rakha aur meri aakho me dekh ke bolta…

He- ye face aaj hanse ke liye kam me lao….rona kal karna ekele me……..

Me uski ajib bat sun ke has diya………

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Life me jab bhi koi dost banta he……… u make sure ki tum uski help karo jisse vo hi nhi uske ghar ke bhi yad rakhe………..apan fbok ke ladke he….kabhi bhi koi dost banate but unki family se dur hi hote……..yar  agar apan unke  family ke sath contact me rhe to vo frndship kuch jada hi majbut ho jati…..

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(part 3)

Rat ke 1 baj gye the ham dono ne sab meheman ko unke unke room me shift kar diya……….rhe ham dono gye the…..papa ne upar jo room ham dono ke liye rakhi thi……..mene sudhir se kaha ki tum jake so jao me muze nind nhi aa rhi…..

Sudhir ne phir bhi jabardasti room le gya……vo room upar ters pe thi…….jada badi nhi thi….ek khidki thi jo bahar ka view dikha nhi thi……..baki room ek bar pack ho jaye to koi dekh bhi nhi payga aisi thi….

He- natak mat kar yha so ja…

Me-nhi yar nind hi nhi aa rhi..

He- sale so ja nhi to kal nind aaygi….

Niche jamin par 2 rajai bichai thi…..mene ek nikal ke rakh di…aur 2 takiye the unmese ek nikal ke feak diya…..sudhir dekhta hi rha ki me kya kar rha hu….tabhi vo bolta..

Sudhir-Janab bata rhe ho ki kya kar rhe ho??

Me- sone ki tayari..

He- feak kyu rhe ho?

Me-aaj to place mili he….aur tum alag sone wale ho..

Vo muze dekh rha tha…….vo khada tha mere samne…mene uska hath pakda……niche jamin par ghutno pe beth gya….uska hath  khichke mene bhi use betha diya….mahol pura shant tha…room ka tube light mene band karke Zero light on kar ke rakha tha….vo muze dekh rha tha me usse….me dhire se piche le gya aur uski colar pakad kar use bhi apne upar leta diya…..me usko khich rha tha apne pass but usne dono hatho se khud ko rokh ke rakha… vo try bhi nhi kar rha tha chipkne ki…

He- kya kar rhe ho..

Me- pyar..

He-hatto kal kam he..

Me- kal he..ye aaj ki rat he….kiss me..

He-nhi bad me

Me- kiss me…pyar karo muze..

He-no…

Me- yes….

Mene uske gardan me daya hath dala…phir dhire se uske balo me le gya…..kaske ke uske bal padke aur apne tarf khich ke kiss kiya….phir bhi vo try kar rha tha muze dur karne ki but mene bhi uske bal kafi kaske pakad rkhe the………pata nhi use koi intrest nhi tha ya koi aur bat thi…but 2 min bad me had par kar di…me uske uppar lip ko kafi kaske kat dala.

He- r u mad..

Me- kiss me u slut..

Usko gali dene bad vo kafi ghussa ho jata tha…aur aaj bhi hua…..usne bhi ek dam tav me aake muze kiss karne laga…mene uske balo ko chhod diya…..

Tabhi mene ek hath uske niche le gya…….wha mene hath lagay..but kuch tha hi nhi….

Uska eract hi nhi hua……

Jaise mene chuha vo ek dam dur ho gya…

Me- kyu kya bat he??/ eract nhi hua??/muzme tume koi intrest nhi?

He- nhi aisa kuch nhi…/

Me- touch karne ke bad hi to senses aa jata…

He- aaj me thak gya isliye…..

Mene use hug kiya aur dimag me 1000 sawal ko leke so gya…..

Didi ki shadi ho gai……..sab thik se hua…..3 week bad.

Me room me tha….didi ke shadi ka album dekh rha tha…..sudhir aur meri ek pic thi bas vo hi dekh rha tha…..rat ke 8 baj gye the…

Yabhi sudhir ka call ata..

He- hello

Me-ha

He- aaj dinner  karne chal

Me- ok….

Call rakh diya….mene apni red shirt aur black paint pehenke  uski rah dekh rha tha..

Tabhi vo apm YAMAHA FZ leke ke ghar ke samne aake call karta…

Mene bhi darwaz khol ke uske samne chala gya..

Me- thik to lag rha huna…

He- ache hi dikhte ho tum

Ham dono chale gye…..khana kha ke wapas usne muze apne ghar drop kar diya….

Usdin rat ke  11 baj gye the…..muze nind nhi aa rhi thi….me apni room ki khidki ke pass jake beth gya….mobail nikal ke headphone nikal ke radio ON kiya….me kabhi sunta nhi tha……

Tabhi Radio pe love guru program shuru ho gya….RJ Aryan(feak name) radio pe tha…uski aawaj kafi geheri  thi…..me to uski aawj pe fida hi ho gya..

“gud eve….aap su rhe he LOVE GURU 99.45 pe…me hu apka Aryan…..”

Mene bas ye suna aur face pe ek badi si smaile aa gai….

“ aaj se ham ek compition rakhne wale he….me roj rat ko ek se bat karunga jise ke sath me Aashiqi karunga…..Facebook pe ham dono ko converstion post hoga…ap logo ko batana he ki sabse achi aashiqi kiske sath hone wali he…..jiske converstion ko like jada usko milega mere taraf se 3 din 2 night ka GOA trip 2 logo ke liye…..so frnds call me…koi bhi ladka ladki…’’

Me to khush ho gya…bad aashiqi to ladki ke sath karega……but muze jitna tha vo kyu ki me sudhir ke sath ja sakta tha…..

Yehi ek moka tha jab ham dono GOA ja sakte the ghumne…….aadhe ghante me bohot sare call aa gye…..radio ke page pe ke bad ek conv. Post ho rhe the….koi Gay boy ke isko like hi nhi kar tha…….

Mene har man li…….sochne laga mere conv. Ko kon like karega…..

Phir 12 baje mene call lagay…..

Vo call sidha connect ho gya aur me radio pe aa gya..

RJ- hi ME jan sakta hu…kon..

Me- Ajay..

RJ- to tum gay ho??

Me-nhi….. tumhare aawaj ka diwana…

RJ- fast ho…jaldi shurwat ki….

Me- tum jo samne the..

RJ- But I am not Gay..

Me- but pyar to andha hota he..

RJ- to date pe kab chal rhe ho?

Me- mera koi aur mal he…

RJ- phir me kon hu..

RJ-mene to date kaha….to tum miloge nhi..

Me- me isliye bataya kahi milne ke bad tumhara mud na cheng ho jaye…

RJ- intresting…..

Bas call cut…..me itna khush tha….uske sath bat kar li thi…but darne laga ki kahi sudhir sunke galat matlb na nikal le…..

Me so gya………dusre din mene apna fbok  open kiya……mera aur RJ ka conv. Post ho gya tha….rat me hi usko 200 like mil gye the….mere frnd ko pata hi nhi ki vo me tha karke…unhone conv. Ko shear kar diya tha us page se……me dar gya ki kahi ye sudhir padh ke samz na jye….

Dusre din Rat me phir RJ Aryan ka call aya….me phir ON AIR tha….

RJ- To mr. Ajay…..tumhare wajah se me badnam ho gya aur meri gf tumse jalne lagi…hahahaah

Me- ohhh sorry….me to bas apne bf ke sath GOA jana chahta tha hu..

RJ – so buudy CONGO…tum jit gye……sabse jada 300 like mile apne conv ko….

Aur call cut ho gya…me itna khush tha…….mene sudhir ko call kiya usse sab bata diya…

Ddusre din me RJ ke studio gya tikit lene aur sing karne…tabhi RJ aryan wha aya,,

Me- hey dude ..r u ajay?/

Me- OMG tum Aryan ho?

He-ha….acha laga tumse bat karke….tumhari aawaj mast he..

Me- yar majak kar rhe ho kya….tumhri aawaj ka to me fan hu..

Bas vo has diya aur usne ek hug kar diya…..

Sudhir ko mene call kar kar ke bata diya…but usne suna aur call cut kar diya…….me soch me gir gya ki isse kya hua?

2 din vo call utha hi nhi rha tha…..meri halat kharab ho gai thi….me usse contact bhi nhi kar pa rha tha…na muze uska ghar pata tha…..mera bday tha but usne ek call nhi kiya…..

baday ke din 12 bajne ko sirf 5 min baki the..muze lag rha tha ki ye din khatam hone se pehele ek to call karega...mene mob ko khidki me rakh diya....lag rha tha singnal nhi mil rha hoga ussee....battery khatam na ho isliye mene mob ko charg kar giya....bas mob ko dekhe ja rha...uska call ab ayga ab ayga.....use pata tha phir bhi usne nhi kiya..... Mere aakho se pani aa gya.... Mene usse ek msg dala.. "yar ek bar mil ke clear to karo hua kya he" Mene uske msg ki rah dekhi..... Uska reply aya 5 hrs bad... "Kal aata hu ghar"...me itna khush gya uska msg padh ke.......dusre din me tayar ho gya....8 baj gye the.... Rat ke.... Vo hamesha ki tarah aya....but ise bar uske face pe ek narajgi ek ghussa tha... Mene has ke bola

Me-kaisa dikh rha hu.... Usne ekdam seriously kaha...

He-betho muze jana he......me busy hu thoda... Me ja ke beth gya.. Aur vo ek hotel le gya....table par beth gye..

Me-hua kya he batao ge??

 He-kuch nhi..

Me- yar kuch nhi hua he to call nd msg kyu nhi kar rhe ho?

He-tu ek feeling sab ke sath kaise shear kar skte ho??

Me- konsi feeling/?

He- RJ ke sath..

Me-yar just vo compition tha….Goa ke liye…

He- acha…lag to rha nhi tha…chale jao uske sath hi…

Me- r u mAd?

He- suno tume koi gud sex partner chahiye hoga to chale jao…

Me- tum pagal ho kya…tumhara eract nhi hua phir bhi me tumhare sath…sex chahiye reheta to chhod ke chala jata…

He- dil ki bat aa gai juban pe..

Me- yar kya kar rhe ho…yar zagda karna he me chala jata hu…tumne bday ke din ek call nhi kiya..

He- kyu usse Tune me wale ke sath nhi manaya..

Me utha ke chala gya wha se…..

Me ghar jake rone lag gya ki ye sir 2 goa ki tikit ki wajah se hua……..

Mene aryan ko call kar diya….usne mere taraf se sudhir ko call laga ke samza diya….but sudhir ne call ka galat matlb nikal diya….

Aryan ka call rakhne ke bad usne muze call kiya..

He- tumhari himat kaise hui..mera no. pass karne ki..

Mene ek dam ro diya..

Me-yar sirf cler karne ko…

He-ab kuch nhi rha ham dono me……….

Usne call cut kar diya…..

Me har gya tha…muze aisa lag rha tha ki me yha aya hi kyu hu….na me fbok pe milta na kuch love hota…..me itna ro rha tha soch rha ab me nhi ji sakta………..

Mene dusre din sudhir ko call kiya……use kaha ‘’mene ek ghar me parsal rakha he le lena….’’

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Call cut ho gya….sham ko sudhir ajay ke ghar gya…..ne ek box me ek letter rakha tha….

Usko ghar le gya sudhir aur padha…usme likha tha..

‘’Me bas tumhare sath Goa jana chahta tha….isliye mene uske sath flrt kiya..box me tikit he tumhar..mene apne pass rakhi he…..me jite ji tumse dur nhi rehe sakta…..mene kabhi sex ko imp diya nhi ……me railway track pe gadi leke khada rahunga…tum jab tak padhoge tab tak train mere upar se gujar jaygi..kisi ko lage na ki mene susaide ki he isliye gadi ke sath hi niche aaunga……call pe bataya nhi kyu ki tumse puchtach karte….mere ID aur passward diya he…delet kar dena….aur……….bas kabhi kabhi  Tune kar lena…..samne aa jaunga…….I love u’’

Sudhir ko letter padh ke laga ki vo majak kar rha…phir sudhir jab ajay ke ghar gya to tab polis aur rishtedar the…aur samne ajay ki lash..

Sab bate kare the ki ajay ka aacident ho gya…

But sudhir ko pata tha ki hua kya tha……………..

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Love kabhi kabhi aisa kuch karne ko majbur kar deta ki bas……ham bolte hamesha he ki jo susaide karte vo kamjor dil ke the…..but isan ki vo condition aa jati jab vo bhid me bhi khud ko ekela mehsus karta….kabhi kabhi lagata pyar sach me kisi ki jan le sakta?

Ye to apne apne vichar pe depend karta ki kitni dilagi apan laga sakte he…..