Kitni Hasrat Hai Tumse Dil Lagane Ki.... By Niketan Toshan
Kitni
Hasrat Hai Tumse Dil Lagane Ki....
By
Niketan
Toshan
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2012 ki
bat hai jab...duniya khatam hone ki bat chal rhi thi...par mai yha duniya khatam hone se pehele ek date karlu....thand
ke din shuru ho gye the...October se thodi thodi thand padna shuru hogi...sardi
ki vo bheege bheege kohre ki
rate.....Deheradu Ke pahadi rasto mai basa ek Malsi nam ke chote se shahar mai
rehta hu....thand yha aise padti jisse lips pure dry aur gal gulabi ho
jate...19 year ki age mai yeh thand kuch jada hi chub jati....
Mai kabhi
patala tha nhi..na kabhi itna gora ki kisi ko dekhte hi muzse pyar ho....par
samza na saka mai yeh bohot din tak......
.Facebook
mere liye naya tha.....par logo ki fake id se aati frnd req dekh mai bhi ek id
bana liya....itne bade fb par anjan ko frnd req dalna thoda ajeeb Lagta tha
...par mai wha gya....Ek id banake bus dhundne nikal pada apni ek perfect
date....
Bohot
mile...koi acha koi sacha koi chutiya....
Mera Bcom
ka 2nd year chal rha...sham ko 7 baje ek msg ata....
Bolta ki
uske pass place hai.....mai bhi socha ki chalo ki yeh thand ke thode majje liya
jaye....
Mai bhi
ready hoke ghar se chalke bahar nikla...thoda rasta cross kar galli se hote hue
main road pohocha ...samne bus stop par khade hoke mai wait karne laga....Date
anjan thi...par thand itni ki man mai toh kuch romantic khayal toh aayenge
hi.....
Tabhi ek
scoty par 5.6 ht..gora...50 kg wt hoga....
Vo
aya....muze dekh vo pasand aya hi nhi.....mai thoda maus hoke usse dekha...
Vo pass
aya bola "hello....r u Raj..??
Me- yes
....
He- chal
rha????
Me- ok...
Ham gye ek
kiss kiya...but bahan mar mai apne ghar gya....muze vo pasand hi nhi aya....
Isliye
maine usse apna real nam Tanuj bhi nhi bataya ...par vo 2-3 bar call
kiya....mai bahana mara par ek din usse call par bata diya ki What I want...
He- place
hai...aa rha??
Me- nhi
yar....I dont like u...
He- kyu???
Me- muze
heighted person hona near 5.8.-6....man nhi karta mera tumse kuch karne ko...
He-
ohhhhhhhhhh yeh bat...isliye bahana mara???
Me- ha
yar...muze laga tum direct samz jaoge...but kya karu...isliye usdin kiss karte
karte Eract bhi nhi hua...
He- ok....
Vo call
cut kiya...par mai bhi kya karta..usse kitne din bahane marta....na muzee love
hua na lust aya....phir mai usse zut bol kyu ulzata....
2-3 din
bit gye....thandi hava tej ho gai.....college ki padhai aur projects mai din
busy ho gyE....tabhi ek frnd req aati..jiski profile mai kuch likha nhi
tha...Rahul Rathor nam se....
Mai usse chat
kiya...no excheng kar usse milne gya....
Vo der rat
9 baje city ke bahar ek bridge ke niche bulaya....
Mai
apna sweater pehen...jeans showes
pahan...ke andheri rat mai...bridge par lage light ke niche....khada tha...pair
dukhane lage aur ek bade se tree ke niche lage chair par betha gya....
Tabhi ek
Black pluser liye ek 6 ft ht ka...muh par rumal bandh jocket ki topi pehen
aya....muze confirmed karne ke liye miss call deta...
Vo bike se
utar apne muh se rumal nikalta...sir ki topi hatake...black jeans blue jocket
ki chain nikal red tshirt dikhne lagti...ghungrake bal thode zero cut...matha
lamba chouda...gora sa....clean shave...aakhe halki brown thi....
Mai usse
bethe bethe dekhta rha....uski tej saso mai nak se dhuaa nikalne laga....vo
thand ke lakarn uski sase tej thi...aur meri kam...mere muh se aawaj nhi
nikali...
He- Hi
Ram??
Vo side
mai aake betha gya....
Me-
Tanuj....
He- par
Ram???
Me- fake
He- Rahul
mera real nam hai...
Me-
acha...
He- aaj
thand kafi hai...
Mai thoda
ruka aur usse majak mai sach bol diya...
Me- muze
toh ab nhi lag rhi..itna mal hot baju mai betha hai...
He-
Hahahahahahaha tum galat soch rhe...
Me- new in
town??
He- yhi 2
month pehele transfer hui..
Me- acha..
He- kitno
ko date kiya yha..??? Kafi fast ho...
Me- jada
nhi... ( mai thoda zut bola)
He- itne
dino mai???
Mai thoda
soch mai gir gya...kahi isse jo kiss wale toh nhi bheja...
Me- ha ek
se casula date kiya...but i dnt like himmm
He-
acha.....kyu???
Me- muze
nhi acha laga bas..koi reason nhi....
He- ok...
Thodi der bad vo piche chair par chipak kar
betha....
Mere aur
uske biche 20 cm ka distance tha....
Tabhi muze
laga koi piche kamar par hath se gud guli kar rha....
Mai bhi
apna hath piche le gya...halke se jaha touch ho rha wha hath pohochaya....
Pakada to
vo pan ka patta tha....
Mai bhi
man hi man hasne laga....vo muze dekh rha tha....mai bolne mai bada bindass
tha...
Me- muze
laga tumhara hath hai...
Vo hasa....
He- agar
hota toh kya karte????
Mai bohot
soch mai gir gya...acha laga bolu toh kahi yeh sex seekar na samze....acha nhi
laga bolu toh kahi yeh galat na
samze....
He- ohhhh
itna time??? Bade soch rhe...
Uski aawaj
thand se betha gai thi....
Me- i knw
tum itne jaldi kisi ko bhav nhi dete honge....
Vo dekhte
rha....aur bola..
He- ohhhh
tum to samzdar bhi ho....
Me- hmmmmm
Kuch time bethane ke bad vo bolta ..
He- jana
padega 9.30 baj rhe....
Me- kyu??
He- mess
band hogi...
Me-
ohhhhh.....
Mai man hi
man socha ki yeh hath pakade ek kiss kar bye bole...but vo chup chap nikal gya....
May be vo
sharma gya ya mai acha nhi laga....
Par 10 min
bad mai bhi wha se apne ghar aya..ghar aate hi uska msg aata "Nice to meet
You"
Mai itna
khush ho gya ki khushi ki mare muze khana bhi nhi gya....
2-3 din
tak na koi msg na koi call uska....mai w8 kar rha ki vo kare...ho sakta vo
sharma rha...ulzan badha rahi thi...time nikalte ja rha....phir sham ko mai hi
call kar usse milne bulaya....
Vo ha toh
bol diya...par laga nhi ki milna hai....
Mai socha
last time try karte....
Mai wahi
bridge ke pass wale chair mai rat ke 8 baje thandi hava mai betha tha ....
Vo aya
helmet pehen...nikal ke pass aake betha....
He- kaise
ho??
Me- bas
thik..u say..
He-
good....padhai thik se ho rhi???
Me-
ha...tum karte kya ho??
He-
job...transfer hui hai yha...
Me- ohh
phir wapas
Mai ek
udas ho gya ki yane ab yeh wapas jayga...
He- 3 year
...
Mai khush
ho gya...
Me- ohhhh
muze laga bus yhi sal...
He- tum
itna khush kyu ho rha....muze jana hai yha se....
Me- but
kyu???
He- family
hai....mom ekeli...
Me- ha yeh
bhi hai...aur yha koi pasand aya???
He-
nhi...muze jo chahiye nhi mil rha....
Mai thoda
chup rha..uski zuki najar...thode gile lips dekh rha....vo niche dekha...muze
dekha aur mai zat se aage dekha...
He- muze
20-23 chahiye...mature...slim...gora....just like American guy....
Meri aakhe
phatti ki phatti rehe gai....
Mai niche
dekh ghas mai chapal se pair nikal ghisane laga....vo rejection tha....
He- what u
want???
Mai usse
bol diyA " tumhare jaise personality"
Vo thoda
uncomfortable ho gya.....kuch der ham dono niche dekhne lage....
Mai socha
ki chal Tanuj nikalte ghar....
He- kya
hua???
Me- na
kuch nhi...
He-
tumhare najar mai koi nhi...
Mai uske
taraf dekha...fake smile face par lake bola " yes..mere 2-3 dost hai..slim
smart nd handsome... Unse milwa dunga"
He- ohhh
great...mai nikalta 9 baj rhe...unki pic nd details de dena...
Me-
ha...aaram se jana...
Muze laga
vo ek hug kar dega...par nhi kiya....mai muh latkake apne ghar pohocha...aaiyne
ke samne khada hoke khud ko dekha...kash thoda patla hota...kash thoda gora
hota....par man hi man socha....chalo isse koi date deke isse happy kar
de....apne liye koi aur hoga better....
Mere 4
frnd the...
Raj
20/5.7/50
Abhijeet-23/5.9/60
Rajiv/23/5.8/65
Nikunj21/58/60
Vo sabko
reject kar deta....mai bhi soch mai gir jata ki iski pasand aise kya hai..jo
yeh smart pasand nhi aya....
Phir hi
hello meet se bate kam hote hote...milna julna band ho gya....
New year
lag jata....aur thand apni pure jor par thi...
Ek din
super marker gya...rat ka samay tha kuch saman lena tha...
Mai rack
par lage saman ko dekh rha...tabhi ek ladka side mai aya...uska muh vo side
tha...ek dam highted aur full lether joket mai....
Mai usse
cheak out marne laga...mai bhi usko paltane ke liye jan buj kar bath sop niche
gira diya...
Vo dekhne
ke liye palta....par yeh toh rahul hi tha....
Mai usse
dekh khush hua...aur phir dyan aya ki usse mal hona...
He- kyu
janbuj ke giraya kya???
Vo halki
hasi ke sath aakho ko thoda dabake bolta...
Me- nhi
nhi...
Par mai hi
has deta....
He- koi
date mili???mere liye...
Me- mai
kal ek se date kiya...milwa du abhi???
He- ok....
Tabhi mai
ek Ravi nam ke ladkeko call karta...jisse mai 2-3 din pehele hi mila tha...
23/5.9/60kg gora aur kafi mal.....vo muze dekh reject kiya...but usse mera
nature acha laga tha...
mai aur
rahul uska parking mai w8 karne lage...
Ravi
aya....ek dam hero ban ...Rahul usse dekhte rha....
Even do
mal ek sath dekh....
Me- yeh
rRahul aur yeh Ravi
Rahul
shakehand karta Ravi se...
Ravi-
hi....
2-3 min
sab shant the....
Me- are
kuch bolo...
Rahul-
tume aadat hai date ki...hame nhi....
Vo bat sun
thoda ajib sa lagta...
Ravi-
rahul kya karte ho tum??
Rahul-
government job hai...
Mai thoda
shock mai tha...muze kabhi yeh bat nhi bataya ki gov job hai....isse bata
diya...may be handsome ladke jada trustfull hote honge...
Me- ok tum
bate karo..mai jata hu....
Mai nikal
aya....ghar aate mai w8 karne laga Ravi ka ki kya hua....
1din 2 din
3 din ho gye....kisi ki khabar nhi....
3 din sham
ko 7 baje Ravi muze bridge par milne bulata...
Mai jake
tha......
Betha
tha...aur dekha toh Rahul Ravi ek bike par...vo bhi chipak ke....meri itni jali
vo dekh...
Ravi- ham
milne aaye...
Rahul- ha..
Me-
commited ho gye???
Ravi- abhi
dating chal rhi....
Rahul wha
drop kar chala jata...
Mai moka
dekh Ravi se puchta
Me- kaisa
rha sex??
He- no
sex....ham mile...dosa khaya...dinner....
Muze thoda
bekar laga....as frnd muze kabhi nhi bola vo....muze jalan si hone lagi...kash
mai thoda smart hota...
He- but
bohot aged hai vo...i want my age guy...
Me-
phir...???
He- bata
dunga usse....
Tabhi vo
wapas aata Rahul aur Ravi ko lejata....
Rahul ka
sham ko call ata...
Me- ha
bolo..
He- Ravi
thoda forward laga muze...vo loyal nhi...
Muze itna
ghussa aane laga...ki iske itne kyu nakhare....
Me- tume
yar sab mai khot dikhati..
He- okkkk
f9...
Mai cut
kar deta...pata nhi chid kis bat ki thi...vo dosa khaya iski...ya mere frnd ko
bura bol gya....
Par vo 2-3
call karta hi nhi...mai bhi nhi karta....
Par mera
man mana nhi mai usse call laga liya....
Vo uthake
bolta
He- kya
hua???
Me- tume
kaise pata vo loyal nhi???
He- kyu ki
uske phone ka volume jada tha aur uski bate sun liya...vo date karne ka plane
kar rha tha...muze class hai bol...
Me-
sorryyy...
He- next
time aise call cut kiya mai uthaunga nhi...
Me- thik
hai....
He- eve ko
chalte drive par....7 baje .
Mai bhi ha
bol redy ho gya...
Uski bike
par betha....bilkul dur...
Vo bhi try
nhi kiya...ham bat kar rhe...vo dhire itne bol rha tha...aur thandi hava ke
chalte muze sunai bhi nhi de rha tha....
Uske right
side kandhe par muh rakha....
He- pahadi
par chalte ho???
Me- ha
chalo...
Jaise
pahade par chale thand badha gai....
Mai usse
bolA " chalo chalte"
Vo bhi
right side muh kar liya..jisse uske nak ko mere lips lag gye....
He- ok...
Mai uske
pet ko pakad liya...vo bhi mere hath par hath rakha diya...muze laga ki yeh
Kiss ke liye rokega...but vo ruka nhi...muze ghar tak drop kar diya....
mai vo
drive se kafi acha feel karne laga....ki wow koi aisa kaise ho sakta....
Na kiss na
kuch....na koi gandi bat...koi itna sacha aur
simpal kaise ho sakta...
Mai uski
yado mai bus pagal sa ho gya...usse dusare din ek coffee shop bulaya....
Ham piye
and jane ko nikale tabhi uske frnd pass aate....aur jaise ek dusare ko jante
nhi waisa vo muze dekha aur bina bole apne dosto ke sath bat karne laga....
Mai bhi
apne ghar ke raste nikal aya...
Mai aya
apne ghar bed par leta tha tab uska call aya...
He- mere
dost aye the...
Mai bhi ek
dam ghusse mai aa gya...
Me- phir
ek bye nhi bole..even dekha nhi...jaise jante nhi...meri sharam aa rhi thi
kya...
He- aisa
nhi...
Me- acha
hua mai koi kajal make up kar nhi betha tha...
He- mai
aisa hi hu...
Me- ohhhh
good bye
Mai call
cut kar diya....muze aisa koi kare bilkul bhi pasand nhi....
5 min mai
ruka thoda ego apna side mai rakha.....usse phir ek call kar diya...
Me- hi ..
He- kya
hua???
Me- yar
tum socho koi aisa tumhare sath karega kaisa lagega....???
He- yar
phir vo hi bat....mai utna nhi sochta....mai aisa hi hu ...
Me- okkkkk
thik hai....khana hua???
He-
ha....i hv go bye
Vo call
cut kar deta.....mai bhi usse 2 month call msg kiya hi nhi .. ....vo bhi nhi
kiya...mai kyu jabardasti karu usse...
Ek din vo
hi moring khud se call karta..
He- mil
rhe ho aaj???
Me-
kaha??kab???tume yad hu mai??? Muze laga bhul gye...
He- eve
mai bridge par milte..
Mai ready
hota sham ko bridge par uski rah dekhta...
Vo aya
hamesha ki tarah hero ban...bus mere dil ki ghanti jor se baji...
He- kya
dekh rhe??
Me- tume
aur kissee......aao betho yha...
Andhere
bridge par road light ke niche bridge par..mai aur vo...khula aasman...chand
nhi tha bas sitare...
He- kyu
call nhi msg nhi???
Me-nhi..aisa
nhi...
He- yar
mai aisa hi hu....isliye mere jada koi frnd nhi...
Me- tum
samzte hi nhi....aage wali ki feeling ko...
He- try
karta hu...but nhi tikka pata....
Mai uska
hath pakad leta....
Uske pass
hoke uske lips ko kiss kar deta....
Vo bhi 2
min bad pass aake kiss kiya.....
He-
wow..openly kiss...
Me-
hahahaha..
He- tume
aadat hogi...bohot experience hai..
Mai dekhte
rha...
Me-
what/???
He- muze
aadat hai...mai bol deta aisa...sorry...
Mai utha
ke chalne lagta....vo na rokata na aawaj deta...
Mai zat
zat apne pair uthake ghar aata.....
Vo call
karta..
He- kya
hua???yar mai aisa hu...mere se sidha muh bat karna nhi hota...
Me- par
yeh kya bol rhe...???Experience....
Mai call
cut kar deta....
2-3 week
bad mai hi shant ho gya....aur usse call lagake whi milne bulaya....
Mai ghusse
mai betha tha...vo aya...
He- bolo
Me- tum
bolo yar....
He- ek bat
batau...mera bf bhi same yhi problem creat karta hai...but ab sir ke upar pani
ho gya...
Mai ek dam
shock mai...
Me- bf???
R u committed??
He-
tha..ab just frnd....bohot problems hui..ab man nhi karta.....
Mai usse
ghusse mai dekhne lagta...bf tha to muze kyu bol rha experience hai....Kiss kyu
kiya....
Tabhi uske
bf ka call usse ata....vo call par bolta " thoda busy hu...bad mai call
karta"
Mai bus
bhaga vo bat sunke.....
Vo chup
chap muze dekhte rha.....
Kyu ki Mai
kisi commited ko date kar rha tha....
Bhagte hue
ghar aake...aake poch liya....
Mai rona
chahta tha par ro na paya....
Mai uska
no. Delet kar diya....
2 din bas
mere dimag mai wahi bat ghumne lagi...mai na so pa rha tha kha....par man hi
man socha ki chalo kisi ka toh bf hai....par vo aise kyu bola ki koi dost
nhi...yeh vo...uska zut ab vo jane.....
Mai usse
call laga ke milne bulaya...
Muze jana
tha ki vo itna zut bola hi kyu????
Me- apan
mile 1 sal ho gya...tum kabhi bataye nhi???
He- bus
yar...vo relationship nhi tha...
Me- ok
ok...chalo mai ab koi bf dhund lunga...apne bf se bat karwa dena....
He- ha
thik hai.....
Bas yeh
bol mai apne ghar aata...
Uske no.
Se call ata nd uska bf muze bolta "stay away from my bf...mai nhi chahta
ki hamare healthy relationship mai koi aur aaye"
Bus yeh
sun mai samz gya ki vo person layak nhi....
Jo uska hi
na hua vo mera kya hoga....
Isliye
kuch dil ki hasrate puri na ho yhi thik hai.....
Jo hota
ache ke liye hi toh hota hai
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