You’re the ping to my pong By Niketan Toshan

You’re the ping to my pong

By

Niketan Toshan

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The hotel Grand trunk

Rat ke 8 baje Sudhir aur mai Ajay khana kha rhe the.....vo 24 ka tha Nd mai 23 ka....vo thoda gora blue shirt pehene aakha par chashma lagaye muze dekh rha...

Mai thoda ghusse mai tha....

He- tum kyu zagda karte reheta?

Me- ab khana nhi doge?

He- hath nhi pakda mai...

Me- 9 month bad mil rhe...aur ab bhi zagda???yar zagda karu nhi toh kya tum call nhi msg nhi...

He- I am busy....koi Khali pili nhi....kuch understanding rakho......

Me- ok.... actually mai thak gya...yeh relationship chala ke...3 sal ho gye ab....and tum yar Abhi bi tum bus aisa kar rhe....

He- so ab....let's move on...yeh zagda yeh vo...

Mai chup ho gya.....

Mera jitna plate mai tha sab kha liya....waiter aya aur plate utha ke le gya....Sudhir chup chap bill mang kar paid kar diya....

Muze laga vo majak ya ghuse mai bol rha hoga...

Par vo bike tak bhi chup chap rha....vo ghar drop kardiya....mai bhi pure raste sochte rha ki yeh sahi toh kehe rha...Na yeh ghumne chalta Na call par bat Na kuch....phir mai kyu apni life iske piche wast karu...

Mai bike se utra and Tej dhadkan rat ke andher mai  usko kaha...

Me- phir ab....

He- kya ab??

Me- tum sahi kehe rhe...tum busy raho...ab apan breakup kar lete...muze aisa relationship nhi chahiye tha kabhi.....

Mere dhadkan Tej hui...aakho mai pani aa gya....mai soch rha tha ki yeh bole ki aisa kuch mat karu mai...

He- thik hai....

Meri aakhi fatti ki fatti rehe gai...

Me- delete my no.

He- sure....

Vo mobile nikal sab delet kar diya...

Vo bike nikal chala gya mai....mai rat ke sun road par aakho mai pani liye dekhne rha uski bike ko aakho se ojhal hote....red light uske bike ki andhere mai gayab ho gai...mai thaka hara sab apne ghar Jane ke liye nikal....pet mai dard sa hoke omitting ho gai....

Aur aakhe lal hogai....mai bus apne ghar pohocha...mom darwaja khol boli ki

Mom- kya hua ajju?

Me- omitting ho gai...

Mom- isliye bahar ka kuch bhi oli ka mat kha...basi khane se pet dimag kharab hota...

Mai sochne laga...ki ha Basi khane se pet kharab hota...new taje se nhi...

Me- ha....

Mai apne room gya....mera ji bada machalne laga aur mai bed par pet pakda let gya....Rona shuru kar diya....aisa kaise vo bus mai call msg Na karne ko bola toh vo man gya...usko jara bhi pyar nhi tha bus matlb  nikal Gya ab usse koi farak nhi pad rha..

Light band kar cheddar muh par liye let Gya...call msg kuch karega yeh bus Issi umid se rat ke 3 baje tak nind hi nhi aa rhi thi.....phir pata nhi kab aakh lag gai aur mai so gya....subha utha...aur apne college ke liye ready ho gya....apne college chala gya....

Collage kar apne ghar thaka hua sa bed par let gya...fB check kiya uska Na msg tha Na WhatsApp par msg tha....

Mai socha chalo isko toh khushi mil rhi...mai apne side se hi kyu itna pareshan tha pata nhi....aisa lag rha tha ki bat call itna Important hai kya??? Ya milna bhi?

Kam se kam 2-3 month mai milta toh tha vo.....

Rat ke 8 baj gye...man kiya film dekhne jau....bus ready hua aur chala gya moll...yha bahar waiting room mai Beth 9.30 ke show ka wait karne laga...wha Bethe sab apne family friends gf bf wale the aur mai hi ek wha ekele Betha tha...lag rha tha ki barish ho rhi bus mai sukha khada hu....ekela pan jab khane ko uthata tab phoolo ke sukhe patte jaisa have mai udate Na koi manjil Na koi thamne wala reheta....lag rha jaise mai kahi bhi rahu samne wale ko farak hi nhi pad rha.....

Sudhir bhi wahi aya film dekhne apne sab dosto ke sath....hasi majak karte hue.....

Mai usko dekh ek dam shock ho gya......par vo toh bohot khushi tha.....

Uska dhyan mere par gya....uski black shirt blue jeans mai vo kafi cute dikh rha tha ....mai usko dekh idhar udhar dekh ignore kar diya....vo bhi muze dekh ignore kar diya....

Time ho gya aur darwaja khol mai andar chala gya...aur jake apni site par Beth gya...aur dhundne laga ki yeh kaha bethe hai....mai upar tha...yeh 5-6 line samne khada ho gya aur wahi Betha gya....film shuru hui...and boring boring film se sab utha utha chale ja rhe....

1 hrs bad bohot sa Khali ho gya par mai 300₹  ticket nikala tha isliye mai nhi utha....

Tabhi samne Sudhir aur uske dost bhi uthe...aur vo Sudhir ko chalane ko bol rhe par vo Na Na bol rha..... uske dost usko chhod chale gye aur vo Betha rha ekela...

Usko ekela dekh mai utha ke uski line mai jake side mai Betha gya....vo muze dekh Na hasa Na kuch response diya....

Me- kaise ho?

He- sorry?

Me- tum ekele dikhe isliye aaya...

He- film dekhne koi sath jaruri nhi...vo screen par chalta hai aur apne ko dekhna padta...

Aisa ghussa aya muze...mai uthane ke liye khada ho gya....

Tabhi vo hath pakad niche Betha deta...

He- tum bol rhe thena film dekhni hai...ab dekhlo... after breakup hi sahi...

Mai muh phulake beth gya....tabhi

He- ekele?

Me- ha....I am single

He- kisko date karne aye kya?

Me- nhi...

He- mai single life enjoy karne aya.....

Me- same...mai dating app se date shuru karne wala hu...

He- great...

Me- tum???

He- I want girlfriend now...Nd koi dimag ko dard nhi...Jo dil dimag ko samze...apni thinking kabhi match Na ho pai..

Me- mai tumhare saso tak pohocha par dil mai nhi utar paya kabhi...

He- apan ek dusare ke liye kabhi bane hi nhi the...ishq bhi tumse aur duriya bhi ab tumse hi...

Me- yeh time hamesha yad rehega..

He- apna career banao..

Me- tum tension mat lo....nhi taklif dunga tume...

He- phir matlab ka be matlab..

Mai chup hoke dekhne laga...muze bol rha tha vo..... mere dimag ko dard hua vo nhi dikha...bus usko Jo hua vo dikh rha....

Mai utha ke chala aya bahar...ek bar palat ke dekha ki vo bhi aya ki nhi...par vo nhi aya....mai gya moll ki parking mai jake apni bike nikal road se Jane laga....tabhi road side ek ladka apni bike se niche gir gya tha.....uske pass gya.... black T-shirt ...cream colour trousers mai...ghutnose chil gya tha vo.....

Mai gya bike uthaya aur usse bhi help kar diya....

Me- tum chal sakte ho.??

He- yes.... can you drop me ???

Me- yes ....

Uski bike ko side ke parking mai laga diya...usko bike par Betha ke drop kar diya....

Usko thodi chalne mai dikat hone lagi toh mai hath deke use upar le gya.....

Uska single bed wala room tha...thoda boys type hai....

Mai usko bed par Betha ke paint nikalne mai help kiya...ghutno ko laga kafi tha uske isliye mai help kiya.....vo 5.8 ht ka normal sa ladka tha....Na mota Na patala...

Par dard se uska muh aur accident se bal dono  kharab ho gye the.....

Lambi nak aur black gol gol moti si aakhe kafi cute dikh rha tha vo...

Mai uska jakham pani se dhoke apni bike se first ad ki kit se bandage kar diya.....aur vo kafi rone jaisa ho gya.....

Me- kyu Jada tight bandh diya...???

He- nhi bus.....bhuk lagi...mom ki yad aa rhi....

Mai uske room induction gas ko dekh ....bike nikal Maggi le aya aur mast garam pani mai dal bana diya......

Vo itna khush ho gya.....

He- yar thanx...apne jante bhi nhi...phir bhi tum itna kar diye...

Me- karna padta...aage jake mere bhi yhi kam aayga.....

He- hmmmmmmm meri best wishes hamesha sath rehegi tere...

Mai wha se nikal apne ghar aya....bus new umid ke sath...ab muze bhi move on kar apne liye koi better partner dhundna tha...

Mai apni fake account gya...aur wha ek dating group mai update post kar diya

"Hi I am Ajay...from Bhopal....24/5.8... searching frnd...for one cup of coffee"

Bus likh post kar dala....

1 hrs... 3-4 hrs ho gye...Na koi like kiya Na koi comment kiya....

Meri umid hi tut gai thi....

Phir idhar udhar Jo the vo sabko msg dale hi hello kiya....purane relationship ke chalte mai jada online chatting nhi karta tha...kyu ki koi jarurat hi kabhi nhi padi thi...par ab jarurat thi....par itne salo bad phir chatting kar hi hello bol top bottom wale questions kafi dimag kha rhe the...

Tabhi ek AASTIK Nam ke ladke ka msg ata vo likha...

"Hi..I am From Bhopal... doing Job...tum busy nhi honge can we chat??? coffee cafe nhi kam se kam yeh net café chat karte"

Me- -sure.... tumhari age?

He- 27... and tum??

Me- 23 student...

He- acha...tum new ho??? Iske pehele koi update nhi dala??

Me- nhi...bus break up hua... searching new friends....

He- your no.??mai bhi search kar rha frnd...but top bottom mai fas gya....koi aur chij mai nhi fasata..

Me- ohhhhh hahahahaha chit fund mai fasana hai kya.?? ; )

He- nhi....but kam se kam kisi ke sath toh..

Mai vo padha has diya....cute tha bato se lag rha tha....

Me- WhatsApp 97********

He- mai WhatsApp par nhi hu...par can call u now???

Me- -sure....

2 min bad call ki ring baji...

He- hi...

Uski aawaj gheheri zil ki tarah thi...ekdam geheri aur dil ko lagne wali....muh se nikla HI word ek dam pyara tha....shant sa nature laga....ek word se bus dil ghayal ho gya....

Me- hi...khana hua??

He- ha... tumhara hua??

Me- ha...aur tum karte kya ho??

He- mai job karta..... hobby hai guitar player ki...

Me- wow great....mai painting ....

He- hmmmm toh kya rangne wale ho isbar..

ME- kash khud ki life...

He- rang bharne padte...vo bhi kore kagaj par...

Me- par kagaj nhi koi...

He- mera kagaj Abhi bhi Khali hai...bus dosti ke rang se shurwat kar dete....

Mai vo sun has diya....

He- kya hua chup ho gye??

Me- nhi koi ab tak bola nhi mere liye...

He- hmmmmmm...

Me- tumhari aawaj badi geheri hai...

He- ab tumhare dil mai utarne ke liye gheheri dubaki Marni padegi..

Me- acha....Abhi se chalu...

He- ha kya karu...koi aur coffee pilane le gya toh....

Me- phir kab chal rhe ho??

He- Time do thoda....mai kabhi mila nhi.. hamesha lagta muze ki har dosti ki shurwat dhire se ho tabhi tikegi...

Me- ohhhhh...thik hai...tum jis din bolo...

He- chalo jao so jao...rat ke 1 baj rhe....kal kitne baje uthana hai....

Me- 7.30.

He- thik Utha dunga....gud nig...

Me- hmmmm gud nig

Phone cut kar mai so gya.....

Subha subha ek dam call aya mob par..

Mai bhari aakho se mob uthake dekha...toh AASTIK ka call tha...

Me- hmmmm hello

He- chalo 7.30 ho gye.... college nhi jana???

Me- hmmmm uthata hu....

He- hmmmmmmm chalo jao....

Mai Utha....brush kar ke mob uthaya..

Text msg mai tha likha...

"Nashta karke jana"

Mai vo msg padha kafi khush ho gya...koi toh itni care kar rha jitni ab tak nhi kiya koi...

Vo bhi itni subha subha...mai uthake..nahake college Jane ke liye ready hua...tiffin nashta liye...ghar se bahar nikla...mob ko jeb mai dal diya...aur apne college pohocha...mob mai msg aake tha ki

" Hey...dekh mobile band kar aur padhai par dhyan de"

Me- hmmmm

 Mob ko jeb mai rakha mai apne class karne laga... recesses hoke mai mob nikala...usko call kar diya...

Me- khana hua??

He- nhi busy hu job mai...tumne??

Me - ha.....tum karo kam ko rat ko call karta..

He- hmmmmmmm... padhai par dhyan do...

Call cut ho gya...aur mai rat kab hoti uska wait karne laga...time nikal hi nhi rha tha....8 baj gye...khana bhi kha liya..ab sochne laga mai call karu ya vo karega..usko msg dalu ya miss call du....ya kya karu....

Tabhi uska rat 10 baje call aya..

Mai uthaya mob aur ghar walo se chupake upar teres par aa gya...bhag kar upar aaya aur sas ful gai meri..

He- kafi time laga diya call uthane ko..

Me- yes...upar aya...mom dad se chupake...

He- hmmmmmm khana hua?

Me- ha...tumhara...

He- nhi.....

Me- kyu???

He- late khaunga..

Me- aur...tumse bat karte karte aisa lag rha ab ki kab miloge..

He- hmmmmmm milke karna kya hai ..

Me- want hug u...

He- Abhi mai tume hug kar sakta...

Me- kaise???

He- headphones lagaye hai??

Me- yes...

He- apne hatho ko khol do...bahe faila ke sitaro ko Dekho...upar ke tare mera face....aur thandi hava yane mera touch.....

Bus vo Jo bola kiya...aur ek hava ka zoka pass aake Gujara...

Mai ek dam has diya....yakin hi nhi hua.....

Aur bato bato mai rat ke 12 baj gye....

Aur phir roj roj same bate hone lagi....vo call kar utha deta...mai doper ko call kar usko pareshan...aur rat ko bate..

Din bit gye....

Din mahino mai Badal gye....bat karte karte 3 month ho gye...bus aadat si lag gai thi....vo call kiya nhi kabhi toh din udas ho jata tha....

July ka barish ka Mansoon shuru ho gye...

Aur mai dhire dhire usse jid karne laga milne ki....ek rat ko...

Me- chalo kal milte hai??

He- abhi nhi....

Me- I want kiss u....

He- upar Dekho...kya dikha...

Me- badal...

Tabhi 2-3 bunde barish ki chalu ho gai...

Aur vo bola..

He- Dekho gile hue ki nhi...

 Mai thoda chid sa gya...

Me- yar nhi...muze milna hai...abhi....tum central park aao...

He- abhi nhi...rat ke 10 baj rhe...barish chalu ho gai...

Me- nhi...mai aa rha..mai gate ke pass wait kar rha....

Mai call kar...Tej barish mai central park pohocha....pura barish mai Gila...Tej barish ke sath bijali chamakne lagi...mai 10 se 11 tak wahi khada rha....vo nhi aya...Na call uthaya....meri himat tutane lagi...tabhi ek ladka pass aya...

He- Abe new dhanda chalu kiya kya tu??yeh mera point hai....

Mai wha se bike nikala Bhaga....vo paid boy tha koi....

Mai rote rote ghar aya...Na vo aya Na call uthaya...

Mom dad kafi naraj ho gye the...

Tabhi rat 12 baje uska call aya...

He- naraj ho???yar nhi aa paya...mere mai nhi himat hui...

Mai sun hi rha tha...

He- yar plz naraj mat ho...apan mileage...

Me- kab???

He- thoda time do....samzo thoda..

Mai thoda shant ho gya...thik hai...hongi koi iski majburi...mai aisa nhi karne ko Hona tha....

Phir 3-4 din ho gye...

Ab mera sabar dhire dhire tutane laga...

Mai usko bolne laga...par vo mana karne laga....

At last mai usko call kar bola...

Me- tum aa rhe ho central park milne??

He- Abhi nhi...thoda time...

Me- nhi aaj....nhi iske bad mai call msg nhi Karunga..

He- yeh kya jid hui...

Me- yes....I love me...like me respect me...come central park...

He- nhi...Abhi thoda comfortable hone do...

Me- itne month se bat kar aur kya comfortable Hona...

He- tum samzo...

Me- tum bhi samzo...I want meet u....ek din hath ka nhi...

He- nhi Abhi nhi...

Me- Abhi aao...nhi toh mai dekh lunga koi aur...

He- mai tume bandh ke nhi rakha...tum Jo acha lagta Milo....

Mere aakho mai ek dam pani aa gya...itna karke bhi yeh response diya....

Me- Abhi aa rhe...

Vo call cut kar diya....

Aur jamin par Betha gya....

Time pass tha vo....par mai hi pagla love samz Betha....

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Kabhi kabhi purane relation ke chalte Jo jakham hote uske gav par koi aur relationship ka Malam Jada nuksan kar deta.... love dhundne ke chakkar mai bus kisi bhi bat par bharosa kar lete...over thinking over expection over reaction kills relationship……….

Comfortable hone ko sal mahine nhi lagte...bus ek phone par bat hi kafi hai....kabhi kabhi ghussa ata Jo aisa karta par Jada ghussa toh unhpar ata Jo love ke chakkar mai victim ban jate......

Victim bano bhi mat banao bhi mat....

Kyu ki kisika dil pathar ka nhi hai....