Parvardigar By Niketan Toshan

                                       Parvardigar 

                                 By Niketan Toshan.... 

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Rat ke 10 baje.... 

Badese hospital mai ek sister bhagte bhagte dr. Ke cabin mai gai....jor se darwaja dhakal kar bolti... 

''sir chaliye Ajay ko hosh aagya....vo bat karne laga......'' 

Dr-what???1 month bad bola vo...... 



Dr bhi sister ke sath bhag ke ajay ke room gya..... 

5.8, halka sawla, gol face.....bikul shant sa beth ke khidki ke bahar dekh rha rha....tabhi dr. And sister Hafte hafte darwaja khol ke khade ho jate...... 

Ajay palata and bolta.... 

"mai kaha pai hu'' 

Dr- tume pata nhi??? 

Ajay-nhi.... 

Dr- last month tum yha laye gye...dost ke bed side khade the....tum phir khade hi rehe gye.....jinda lash jaise.....na harkat thi face pai nd na sudh..... 

Ajay sunke khada ho jata.....khidki pass jake rone lagta...... 



Ajay-uski death ho gai thi....bf tha vo mera..... 

Dr.- kya??death??? 

Sister- par sir..... 



Tabhi dr. Chup hone ka ishara karta..... 



Dr.- ajay bata sakteho shurwat se kya hua tha???? 



Ajay bahar ho rhi barish ko dekhta.......apne aakho ko band karta....face ko bahar nikalta....... 

Dhire se bolta....... 

Ajay-mai 23 year ka tha...mera ek bf bana tha fb se....nam ram tha...pyar se ramu bulta tha.....reltion normal chat se shuru hua.....1 year mai bohot closed aa gya.......dhire dhire 1-1 month call nhi...date nhi...kuch nhi....vo ignor karne laga tha....he is 27 year old boy...focuse tha life mai........mere jaise nhi..... 

Meri life mai sirf mummy thi.....papa bhag gye the dusari aurat ke sath.... 

Mummy nd mai the.....mera job tha 10000 tha.....dono khush the...ramu se life bohot happy thi.... 

Par uske ignorance se dimag kharab ho rha tha..... 



3 july ki rat thi....jor jor se barish ho rhi thi...rat 10 baj gye the...... 

Tabhi ram ka call aa gya.....me bed pai tha...mummy apne room mai.... 



He-abhi city bahar nadi ke pool pai aa.... 

Ek dam shock ho gya... 

Me-pata haina time kya hua???? 



me-abhi barish hai....rat ke 10 baj rhe.....vo bhi tej.... 

He-yeh last meet samaz le...... 



Vo call cut kar diya....mai dar gya ki isse kya hua.....mai mom ke room gya...vo so rhi thi.....socha chupke se jata hu...aa jata hu..... 

Mai nikla ghar ka darwaja dhakal ke chipka diya....aaju baju dekha....jor jor se barish ho rhi thi......aaju baju ke ghar ke log light off karke ghar mai the...... 

Maine chata liya aur chal pada....vo pool ghar ke najdik hi tha.....kyu ki mera ghar city bahar hi tha..... 



Mai anpe ghar ke kapde pai tha.....pair mai paragon chapal pehen kar.... 

Vo samne pool par betha tha...tej barish mai gila hote.......light tha ek pool pai...... 



Mai dekha vo bhig rha...pass gya uske......usko chate mai liya.... 



Me- pagal kal office hai...hua kya??? 



Vo jor se mera chata liya tod diya.....fek diya side...meri collar pakadi jor se chillake bola 

"sale thuze office ki padi hai....kya msg bheja i love u....kyu ignor kar rha??.....vo msg mera bhai padq chutiye..kyu send kiya tu'' 



Me-tshirt chod meri....gala dukh rha.....meri kya galti hai vo msg padha to... 

He-just shut ur fucking mouth.....mera dimag kharab kar rha tera ectra caering nature...jada sweet ban rha tu.....khana kyu nhi khaya...yeh kyu nhi vo kyu nhi......ma nhi chudai bhosada nhi hua yeh vo......tu ladki hai kya? 

mai ek dam se rone laga.....bate sunke.... 



Me-kya bol rhe ho???pili kya????ya koi zagda hua hai??? 

He- tere se better ladki hoti.....thodi samzdar.....tu aaj ke bad..koi msg nhi call nhi karega...hogya.....natak nhi chahiye muze.... 

Me- par bhaine msg padha..mai nhi bola padh...uski sajja muze kyu...plz mat jao..... 

He- nhi....sari fasad ki jad tu hai...i said get lost...... 



Vo bike pakda.......nikal gya.... 

Mai ghutno pai gir ke rone laga......barish ke pani ke sath asu bhi mix ho gye the..... 

Wha se utha...apni tuti chatri pakad ke ghar ke taraf jane nikla..... 

Jor ki barish mai rote rote mai ghar ke taraf nikla....ghussa tha kyu msg kiya....god se man khatta ho rha tha...papa gye ab yeh bhi...... 

rote rote maine chhate ko apne gale se laga ke chalne laga......... 

Chalte chalte pair fisal rha tha... 

Tabhi ghar ke pass gya to logo ki bhid thi....police ki gadiya thi....ambulance thi..... 

Mai bhaga....bhagte bhagte gir gya...ghutna chil gya.... 

Mai dhyan nhi diya phir baga logo ki bhid ko side karte karte log bolne lage ''yehi ladka hai'' 

Tabhi police samne aa gai... 

"kaha tha tu'' 

Me-mom kaha hai? 

Police-unka muder kiya ....chor ghusa tha...pakada gya hai vo....tum the kaha.... 

Mai ek dam niche beth gya..... 

Maine mobile uthaya ram ko call kiya...vo uthaya bola 

"bola tha mat kar call'' 

Me-hello hello plz suno..jaldi aao mom ka muder ho gya'' 

Jor jor se rone laga.... 

Tabhi vo call kiya.... 

Logo mere pass ake sambhale lage jor jor se chilane laga.... 



Dusara din nikal gya...mom ki dead body PM hoke ghar aa gai....logo ne hi arthi saman laya.... 

Maine mom ke room jake unki fav sadi nikali.....wha ke aaurto ko bola pehena do... 



Usko agni deke mai ghar aa gya.... 

Phir bhi ram ek bar bhi call nhi aya..... 

Na milne.... 



Ek month bad.... 



Ghar mai tha mai tv dekhte tabhi bell baji..... 

Darwaja khola to samne mere office ke boss the...45 year ke honge hi..... 

me-hello sir...aaiye.. 

He-kitne din beta office nhi ayega.... 

Maine ro diya... 

Me- kiske liye kamau???jo thi ek nhi rhi...muze bhi nhi jina... 

He-beta tu ji.....tu apni life ji....jinki umar jitni hoti...utna hi log jite,...tu bas new new place dekh...duniya dekh...free honeka fayda utha.....jindgi ji...ro mat.....tu ludhiyana ja..wha new office mai 25000 deta..sambhal... 





Me-hmmmmmm 



Tabhi vo chale gye..... 

Maine deside kar liya ab jindgi mai jiunga... 



Ghar ko maine bech diya...saman pack kiya......mom ki ek sadi rakhli...baki sab jala di...jo gehene the vo bhi sath rakh liya.....ghar bechke jo paise mile vo mai bank mai dal diye... 



Jitne bhi 25 lack mile the...usse mai ludhiyana mai ghar kharid liya tha.... 

Mai train mai beth gya...na koi sath tha...na koi drop karne...mai bhi soch liya...jindgi khul ke jina shuru karunga....... 










2 month bad ludiyana mai.... 



3 room ka ek ghar tha...ek car leli maine......ofice se ghar roj ka daily routnig shuru ho gya.... 

Office mai mere under 10 log the..ek boss tha...sab sab muze like karte.... 

Ek din office ke tv pai news dekh rha tha....Monika bedi AArshram jake  bartan gis rahi thi......apne pap ko kam karne...mai bhi soch liya...mai bhi seva dunga.... 



Dusare din ghar se 5 baje utha.... 

Safed kapde pehen kar Aarshram gya..... 

Wha sab 50-70 age ki sikh log the.....nili pagdi...safed...dr. Sahab kya bolte pata nhi.....kurta paiyjama tha....yes yes...... 



Mai gya ek 70 year sikh ke pass.... 

Me- baba muze yha seva deni hai... 

He-beta kaha se aya?? 

Me-nagpur... 

He-beta dekh.....sadhguru kabhi nhi bole kisi ko seva karne ko bolo...jo dil mai ata vo seva do.......upar ja matha teka.....jo lagega karna..... 



Mai zuka...... 

20 steps thi......marbal ki thi puri uske upar 3 bade darwaje khol ke the...bada sa holl tha.....



rumal nikal ke sir pai bandh diya.... 

Daye pair se holl mai entry ki...tabhi tabla baja andek aawaj aai '' Satguru Nanak Pargateya Miti Dund Jag Chanan Hoya ...'' 

Aawaj ek dam dil ko lagi.... 

Samne ek marbal pochne ke liye dande ko kapda lag ke tha...... 



Mai vo uthaya and pochne laga..... 

Par muze samz nhi aa rha ki gana kon kaha se ga rha.... 

Niche pura holl poch diya.....tabhi ek baba bole ''beta yha se rasta hai upar ke holl jane ka'' 

Tab mai upar dekha ki aur ek manjil thi...jo hal thi....yane upar se pura niche ground dikhta tha.... 

tabhi mai upar gya....ek ladka uske aaju baju tabla, peti wale beth ke the.... 



Singer hoga 27 ka...baki age wale the.... 

Peti ne ek dhun chedi.... 

Vo aakhe band karke hi tha..... 

Uske muh se aawaj nikali 

"Daya Kapah Santokh Sut 

Ehu Janeu Jia Ka Hai Ta Pade Ghat '' 


muze samza to nhi kya bola vo....par uski aawaj sunte hi rona sa aa gya.... 

uske samne beth gya....vo sab aakhe band karke apne dhoon mai the.... 

mai sunte hi rhe gya... 



daya....daya...... 



mere aakhe puri lal ho gai thi.... 

mai betha tha..... 

gana khatam hua..... 

sab aakhe khole.... 

muze dekhne lage...... 

mai ek dam aakhe poch ke khada ho gya...aur waha ae nikal bhaga.... 

kyu bhaga mai wha se pata nhi...par dar gya tha sab se......kyu ki koi puche na ki hua kya....itna sab phir batane ki takat nhi rhi thi.... 

ghar jake chay banaya...nashta kiya..thoda let ke office ke liye ready ho gya.... 
office gya...apne cabin mai beth gya...office boy chay diya.....mai ghut pi liya.....aakhe band ki...chair pai sir rakh diya piche.... 

Mere dimag mai uski hi aawaj aa rhi thi....uski 7 layer ki pagdi....halki dadhi......god kya gift diya usse......aawaj jo sidhe dil ko lagne wali.... 

Tabhi cabin ka darwaja khulne ki aawaj ati...mai utha jata.... 

Mere samne ek ladki aa gai thi...full panjabi dress mai..... 

She- sir hello hai ji...resume dene aai hu ji.. 

Me-yha muze mat do...HR ko do... 

She-sir vo bole apko do ji....mai Sushmita....sen nhi ji.....Singh hu.... 





Aise cartoon dekh ke has diya... 

She-sir kisko soch rhe???tension mai ho aap........koi help? 

Me-apne kam rakho....dikhao resume... 

She- sir ji...jab insan dusro ki jindgi sawarne lagta..khud ji bhul jata... 

Me-to tum meri jindagi sawarogi kya?? 

She- no sir ji.....upar wala deta hai...... 

Me-ok...kal se aa jana.....bye.... 



She- sir laggai kya job???mai pure 6000 lungi... 

Me- ha meri amma ja.... 







Log pata nhi galat fami mai kyu jite.....muze se aake puch lete....jindagi kya hoti.... 
ofice ka kqm yeh vo.....rat ho gai...dal chaval paka ke so gya... 

6 baje nind khuli...... 

Socha ki jau ki nhi....phir bola chalo jaya jaye.... 

Gya mai wha...logo ka aana shuru tha.... 

Mai beth gya wha holl mai...guri wani shuru thi.... 

Tabhi pichese kisi ne kandhe pai hath rha.......mai piche palta to vo hi singar tha...... 



He-hello.. 

Me-hi... 

He-kal roye kyu and bhage kyu? 

Me-bas koi puche na ki ro kyu rha... 

He-acha.....tum panjab ke nhi???? 

Me- i am from nagpur... 

He-yha job....tum sikh nhi ho...phir bhi seva... 

Me-mere bhagwan mere se naraj hai....socha chalo koi to help karega.... 

He-hmmmmmm.....par man mai fal ki ichha rakh ke karam nhi hota.....sache dil se hoti hai.... 

Me-sachhe dil se karam karke bhi nhi mila......ab to mangna hi padega.... 

He-tum bohot geheri bat karte ho.....kisne toda dil? 

Me-hahahahahaha..... 

He- kaha reheta??? 

Me-yha pass mai...chalo tea pite??? 

He-ok chal... 





Ham dono gali se paidal paidal mere ghar gye.... 

Mere ko dekh bola... 

"Mai yhi piche ke ghar reheta....." 



Mai holl mai usse bethaya...kichan gya tea rakh diya gas pai.... 

Vo chila ke bola 

"papa aunty kaha hai? Nagpur mai'' 



Mai uske pasa gya...bola ''death ho gai sabki'' 

Vo utha wha se...gale laga...muze ajib hi laga..... 

Uski ht thi 5.11 mai 5.8.......koi dil ki dhadkan aaram se sun saka..... 







kichan mai chay thi...mai gya.....vo bhi piche piche aya.... 

Mai chay chhan rha tha tabhi vo bolta... 

"koi dost rehe na rehe..mai to hu...par nam tumhara?'' 

Me-Ajay Toshan and u? 

He-Diljit singh...sabke dil jita hu..... 



Mai bhi hasa.... 

Usko chay diya...cup leke dono bhi holl mai beth gye... 

Chay garam thi..ek dam uske muh jal gya...aur uske safed kurte pai gir gai..... 

Dag lag gya.... 



He-aree yar.... 

Me-jala to nhi??? 

He-nhi par daag... 

Me-jalna imp hai..daag nhi...nikal le..machine mai dal deta....sukh jayga cottan hai.... 



Tabhi vo utha...kurta nikalne laga....mai uske body ko dekhte rha..halke chest pai bal...... Jockey ki strip dikhi....pura vo nikal liya...uska dhyan mere taraf gya ki mai usko dekh rha....

Mere khayal mai jaise aya...mai bhi idhar udhar dekhne laga.... 



Uske kamar mai ek khanjar tha.... 



machine mai dal ke saf ho gya...vo apne ghar chala gya.... 



Mai bhi office yeh vo....karke sham ko 10 baje ghar aya.... 

Yeh mere darwaje pai hi beth ke tha....blue tshir...black jeans pehen ke....blue pagdi thi... 



He-tu khana kaha khata?? 

Me-yhi...ghar banake... 

He-chalo mai chikan laya hu...khate hai... 

Me-ok.... 

Darwaja khola andar chal gye.... 

Mai bedroom gya fresh hoke bahar nikla...yeh 2 palte ready karke rakha tha.. 

He-aao..tut padte.... 



Itna teasty chikan kabhi nhi khaya... 



Vo phir daru ki ek botal bhi laya tha.... 

Ussi ne puri pi bhi li.... 



He-sorry chadh gai...i am CA par ghar wale nhi pine dete...sala 28 ka ho gya phir bhi.... 

Me-hmmmm 

He-tu kitne sal ka? 

Me-23 

He- phir bhi itna zela.... 

Chal bed par let jate...... 

Ham dono bhi side hoke let gye.... 

He-pass aa mere..... 

Me- nhi rehene de...bohot pi liya soja.... 



Vo ek dam se pasa aya gale mai leke bolta ''dost mai hu..tu ekela nhi'' 



Mai bhi chipak hi gya...acha laga...koi itne din bad pyar ke 2 word bol diya.... 

Meri bhi aakh lagi..uski bhi..... 





Dusare din vo subha utha.......chale gya.... 



20 din vo roj ata....10-12 reheta...ghar chale jata...mera bhi man lagne laga..... 

Idhar udhar ki bate yeh vo...film dekhna....... 

Just like bf.... 



Ek din rat ko pike aya...bell bajai....me darwaja khola vo ek dam mere upar gir gya.... 



Bohot nashe mai tha.... 

Red tshirt blue jeans tha pehene 

Muze pakad ke so gya.... 

dusare din utha...muze uthaya....mai nind mai tha...aakhe bhi khuli nhi thi puri meri...vo tshir pakad ke khada kiya bolta 

"sale tu kal rat mere sath kya kiya?? 



Muze pata nhi kya bol rha tha vo... 



Tabhi vo diwar pai pataka....khanjar nikal ke mere gale pai rakha...... 



Muze pata nhi chala ho kya rha... 

Mai bhi khud ko bachane ke liye khanjar ki blead ko pakda.... 

Me-pagal ho gye kya? 

He-tu rat ko kiss kiya muze.... 



Mai nhi kiya tha.... 

Tabhi vo khanjar nichiche khich leta jisse mera hath cut jata..... 

Khoon pure janin pai girta......mai niche hi beth gya....insan ko kata lagta to dard hota yeh to 3 tako ka ghav tha.... 

Uske tshirt pai bhi khun lag gya tha..... 

Mai jaise tase rote rote rumal bandha hospital jake patti karli.... 

Man kiya police mai report kar du....jane do.... 

1 week ho gya.... 

Sham ke 9 baje the..mai tv dekh rha tha.... 

Diljit ne bell bajai....mai khola... 



He-1 min bat kar sakte ho.... 

Me-kyu gala katane ka irada hai....cut kar do... 

He-khun tera nikla dard muze hua.. 

Me-hahahahaha......jo kiya bhi nhi uski sajja de gye... 

He-last week se so nhi paya.... 

Me-mai kal take khulane ja rha... 

He-ek taka mere bhi dil ko laga do... 

Me-yane... 

He-tere sath jo bhi time spend kiya....vo hamesha yad ata hai.... 

I think i love u... 

Me-aaj hath kata kal ghusse mai gala... 

He-tume kya lagta???jis din katunga...usdin sath mai katunga....tume ab mai ekela nhi kahi jane dunga..... 



He hug me.... 

Andar aya vo.....i kiss him.... 



Jo hona tha dono mai ho gya... 

Rat ke 2 baje.... 

He-tum sex bada acha karte ho... 

Me-hmmmm mera x bf tha... 

He-ohhhhhh 

Me-tum bhi... 

He- meri 5 gf thi.... 

Me- kya??? 

He- kyu jali??? 

Me-nhi...5 gf ko nhi patte...muze to pata gye..... 



Hahahahahaha..... 



Ham log so gye.... 

After 2 month.... 







Rat ke 2 baje.... 

Text msg.... 

he- kal chal rhe ek shadi???gav mai hai??? 

Me-ok...chal.... 



Subha ready ho gya...uske bike pai beth gya.... 



Mast badal the....pile pile sarso ki phul lage the....bike bade bade kheto ke bich se...thandi thandi hava.... 



Vo ruka ek khet mai.... 

6 baj gye the.... 

Mai aur ek khet mai beth gye the...ek insan khet ki chidiya uda rha tha...pathar fek fek ke,...



He-acha hai na???? 

ha..... 

Me-hmmmmmmm 

He-agar mai mar gya to??? 

Me-sath rehene ka wada kiya marne ki bat kar rhe?? 

He-phir bhi... 

Me-to wada mai bhi pura karunga..... 

Tabhi ek bada sa pathar uske sirko aake lagta..... 



Ek dam vo behosh hoke piche gir jata.... Jo pathar mar rha tha..vo bhi bhaga ata.... 

Mai jor se chilata.... 

Aur 2-3 log khet se bhag ate.... 

Ham hospital le jate.... 



Uske sir ko bohot geheri chot ati..... 

Dr. Bole ki dua karo.... 

Mai uske bed ke taraf gya.... 

Uske family wale bahar the... 

Jaise uske pass jata...jor se sase leta aur band ho jati...... 

Mai bus dekhta hi rha....... 



Dr.- hmmmmmmmmm 

Me- kya nasib hai sir...jisko bhi love kiya...koi wade pai nhi tika.... 

Dr- chalo mere sath.... 

Me- kaha..... 

Dr- chal.... 





Dr. Sahab ne apnigadi nikali...betha ke ek ghar le gye.... 



Dr.- ajay....diljiti wada nhi bhula... 



Ajay ek dam aasu aa gye... 

Ajay-yane??? 

Dr- vo jinda hai......koma mai gya tha vo.....tum jaldi shock mai chale gye.....vo usdin behosh ho gya...tume laga nhi rha...uske bad vo behosh hi hai.... 



Ajay ek dam room ke taraf bhagta...dekhta to diljit leta hai...machine lagi hai...muh mai pipe..pagdi nhi.... 



Ajay uski side ke chair pai beth jata..... 



Ajay-diljit utha ja.....mai wapas aa gya....mai wada nhi bhula.... 



Tabhi diljit zatake dena shuru karta.... 

Wha ka staff bhagta.... 

Ajay bhi chilane lagta dr. Kuch to karo.... 

Dr. Ajay ko bahar nikal deta.... 

Phir 20 min bad dr. Bolte 

Diljit hosh mai aagya..... 

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God hamesha hi naraj nhi reheat.kabhi kabhi vo acha den ke liye….kuch lete and thoda time se dete……………….


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